January 2012
If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.
– Lemony Snicket (via floralnymph)
somehow
watching a guy choke a girl by shoving his giant veiny cock down her throught while shoving her head back and forth as she gags repeatedly looking like she’s in pain make’s me want to kill myself.
and so once again i can not find any decent lady porn.
yah damn straight it’s called lady porn, and there’s no fucking shame in it.
this is why we have made our toys so...
wxlf:
Aries loves to keep you guessing, simply because every day is brand new to them. However, they won’t keep you guessing when it comes to how they feel, and this is another plus. They’re straightforward. Aries are not pretenders or wannabes.
I think you can have anything that you want. Find someone who has a life that...
– Lana Del Rey (via maddierose)
The answer is dreams. Dreaming on and on. Entering the world of dreams and never...
– Haruki Murakami (via seancing)
Ahora mi tumblr es en espanol. Me encanta la lingua pero no peudo encontrar las accentos ?? como te hices esto?
por ejemplo, en la palabra ADIOS hay un accento. pero no se como se hice cuando usar la computadora?
fuckme.
i have so much on my mind. i want to spill out all over the place.
i can’t wait to get out of outback, but I’m so scared I’ll regret it for whatever...
i am so convinced hes cheating on me.
and it fucking sucks.
why?
whyyyyyy?
guess who has black hair now.
haaa.
I’m a mess.
I can’t sleep. ever. fuck.
December 2011
I have been shopping non-stop for the pst three days.
I bought a tall pair of red leather boots, tall tan boots, sequined pumps, checker fishnets, tan tights (they always f’in rip), A black and white dress, some leaf earings, a sequined dress, and a few shirts. Oh and candles galore. & probably a rough estimate of five bottles of win in the past … umm.. week. But also a bottle of...
great.
I took december 10th off.
This kid is driving me insane.
He better fucking invite me.
Wake up early.
watch dexter.
now that rita died I can’t make fun of her whispering all the time.
Don't get confused between my personality & my...
November 2011
I'm about to head out to black friday
to buy nick a PS3 and he says
well i hope you’re not buying a game system.
that’s just not practical right now.
fuck my life.
now what?
oops
that was not meant to be sexual.
at all.
uggh.
show me one.
this sea is washing over me
it cleanses me,
awakens me.
i’m still, i’m cold
i’m one with home.
the sand is washing over me
it claims me as
it’s treasure chest.
I ripple as
I turn to gold.
my keyhole is my only eye
I search the ocean
far and wide.
I watch, I wait
for life to grow.
A snail has found me
his new home.
He eats my slime,
I bask in his.
I sing...
Avoid the flourish. Do not be afraid to be weak. Do not be ashamed to be tired....
– Leonard Cohen (via carokess)
Leonard Cohen: Everything keeps on going or it stops. I mean... you know when you're happy. There's been so much talk about the mechanics of happiness; psychiatry and pills and positive thinking and ideology. But I really think that the mechanism is there. All you have to do is get quiet for a moment or two, and you know where you are...
Interviewer: And for this knowing where you are, you don't need the help of anything like drugs or liquor or anything?
Leonard Cohen: Well... It's not a matter of the help. I mean, you can co-operate with the vision that alcohol gives to you. You can co-operate with the vision that LSD gives you. I mean, all those things are just made out of plants and they're there for us and I think we ought to use them. But also, there's another kind of high to get from refusing to use them. You know, there's all kinds of possibilities. Asceticism is a nice high too. Voluptuousness is a high. Alcohol is a high. I mean, the town gets beautiful under alcohol. I get kind of stupid and generally throw up. But some people get really beautiful with alcohol.
Interviewer: Do you see things in terms of highs and lows or is this just an appeal to sensation?
Leonard Cohen: Well... It's not just a matter of sensation. What I mean by high is not a manic phase of swinging nothing down buildings and laughing hysterically. I mean that you're situated somehow. There's a nice balance. That you're in the centre of your own orbit. Or as Dylan said, you fade into your own parade.
Made the best gingerbread martini ever
and now Im going to puke cause I sucked it down in 30 seconds flat.
holy fuck..
I used gramb cracker crumbs for the rim and topped it off with a squirt of whipped cream and a pepperidge farms ginger bread cookie.
I used jack daniels (i know it’s not a martini but im a JACK fan!) gingerbread eggnog and cinnamon. It would be better with vodka and a touch of baileys/kahluha
Yummmm. Now...
Are you a complete moron?
Why?
Why must you be so fucking dumb?
& you left the toilet seat up this morning. ew. again.
WHY DIDN’T YOU DELETE YOUR DATING WEBSITES????
I don’t understand why I am still sticking around.
I love him so much,
I am so hurt.
I told him how I felt at least three times.
Why is this still happening?
I don’t understand this world at all.
Am I in over my head with this?
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rubberbandmusic asked: mmk, you take your time, darling. Thanks, I'm gonna need luck among other things. I purchased the completely Leonard Cohen Columbia recordings (17 albums boxset) and its been the best purchase of my life. Just wanted to share with this with someone that would appreciate the sentiment.
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i really don’t know if I will ever trust you the same way again.
You were such a disgusting person before it’s hard to ignore.
I understand you are trying to change, but you need to understand how vile you were.
The fact that you used to think these ways is appalling.
And if you want me to stay, know that i want to stay.
But I’m going to tire you out.
If you can’t...
New curtain rod = nakie
Its actually very nice. With some teal/blue glass on it. I am naked the majority of my free time now, if not all of my free time.
Nakieeeeeeeeeeeee
October 2011
the little things nick.
30 second oatmeal.
the little things that show you are thinking of me.
The Truth of my Youth: Reward yourself, →
ventilated:
your fruits of labor will spoil on their own if you don’t pump the breaks and breathe easy. Give yourself credit for the continuous effort and time you’ve put forth that has left you winded and overwhelmed with fatigue. Upward and onward, you are striving through passion and…